It was 1972. May to be exact. School was out and I had nothing to do but chores around our house. Our house was on an old farm my grandparents left to my dad, Travis, in Southwestern Texas. Dad leased out most of the land to people who still farmed and we lived on about 4 acres. The house was a typical farmhouse from the twenties. In back it had a large two-car garage with a workshop attached. There was also a barn that wasn't used for much more than the tractor we cut the lawn with. The house had a wrap around porch on two sides of it. The house sat about a 1/4 mile back from the road. The driveway was still gravel and was hard to spot from the road unless you knew where it was. My name is Clay. I'm an only child. Its the summer between my junior and senior year in high school. In school I am a so-so student, but keep my grades in good standing so I can stay on the baseball team. I play right field. Typical small town farm boy (without the farm). Well all typical except for my secret. I learned long ago that I am not attracted to females. I never did anything about it. Things get around fast in a small town. I just date whatever girl I can. Feel her up a bit and act pissed when she won't let me fuck her. That way all stays good.
Now mom is a winner. She has been having an affair with an out of town farm equipment sales man for about a year now. I found out when I came home early from school one day and she was saying good-bye to him on the front porch. I followed her inside asking who the stranger was and she wouldn't tell me at first. When I persisted she turned on me and said, "Yeah so what, I am having an affair. Your father hasn't done anything for me in years. I couldn't take it anymore. And I know you won't say anything because I know your secret. I know you wouldn't want your adoring father to know his son is a fairy would you?" I couldn't believe it came out of her mouth like that. I hated her right then and there. "If that's the way its gonna be mother then why don't you leave with your new fella?"
Now mom is a winner. She has been having an affair with an out of town farm equipment sales man for about a year now. I found out when I came home early from school one day and she was saying good-bye to him on the front porch. I followed her inside asking who the stranger was and she wouldn't tell me at first. When I persisted she turned on me and said, "Yeah so what, I am having an affair. Your father hasn't done anything for me in years. I couldn't take it anymore. And I know you won't say anything because I know your secret. I know you wouldn't want your adoring father to know his son is a fairy would you?" I couldn't believe it came out of her mouth like that. I hated her right then and there. "If that's the way its gonna be mother then why don't you leave with your new fella?"